[She wants to stick her hand down Yugi-kun the vampire's throat and pull his heart out through his teeth. She wants to close her laptop and walk outside and keep walking until she runs out of world to walk in. She wants to use every insult she knows. She wants to cause somebody, anybody pain, even (especially) if it's herself.]
[It's not that it's even necessarily bad. It's just unexpected, and she doesn't understand it, and she thought that he was asking for confirmation when really . . .]
[Really, she fucked all of this up, didn't she. Right from the start.]
if i say yes i do want to date you but i don't want you dating other people, you'll be in pain. because you love him and you can't be with him. i don't want to hurt you like that.
i thought we were dating, yeah. that's the answer to the first question you asked. i don't know what the right answer to this question is, i just know that hurting you like that isn't it. i want to be able to share you but i've never shared anything in my life, komaeda.
[. . .]
when you look at me, it feels like i'm the only person in the universe. you said you were mine. you try hard to understand me and make me feel safe. does that feeling stay if i share you?
<zhar-ptitsa>
[She wants to stick her hand down Yugi-kun the vampire's throat and pull his heart out through his teeth. She wants to close her laptop and walk outside and keep walking until she runs out of world to walk in. She wants to use every insult she knows. She wants to cause somebody, anybody pain, even (especially) if it's herself.]
[It's not that it's even necessarily bad. It's just unexpected, and she doesn't understand it, and she thought that he was asking for confirmation when really . . .]
[Really, she fucked all of this up, didn't she. Right from the start.]
if i say yes i do want to date you but i don't want you dating other people, you'll be in pain. because you love him and you can't be with him. i don't want to hurt you like that.
i thought we were dating, yeah. that's the answer to the first question you asked. i don't know what the right answer to this question is, i just know that hurting you like that isn't it. i want to be able to share you but i've never shared anything in my life, komaeda.
[. . .]
when you look at me, it feels like i'm the only person in the universe. you said you were mine. you try hard to understand me and make me feel safe. does that feeling stay if i share you?