[That's very honest. Which is good, technically, but Lila doesn't really have time to even try to recognize that before the lights in the surrounding floors dim to almost nothing and then slowly rise again. When her room is illuminated properly again, she realizes she can feel her heartbeat in her ears.]
[If what they've been doing isn't being together, which it must not be because Komaeda doesn't think he's worthy of that — if this is just him liking her, and he likes someone else, then what—]
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[If what they've been doing isn't being together, which it must not be because Komaeda doesn't think he's worthy of that — if this is just him liking her, and he likes someone else, then what—]
"that kind of thing" meaning what exactly